A plea for prayer

I have observed with great attention to selflessness that I am not the only person whom lives in this world and has problems, and others are facing much greater struggles. I cannot focus on their problems even though they trouble me at times. I have the inability to grasp any of my future goals as far as how I will walk or run to them, I do not understand my abilities to achieve all the things which are ahead of me. Therefore because of all of the aspects of which I am unsure, I have become a doubter of my goals. I have a tremendous hurdle to leap and my ability to do so must be facilitated by the Holy Spirit enabling me to accomplish the things I know I must do. As my desires change I must press on for the long term goals.

Grips of time

Why must I allow the pain of time passing by to get to me so? The issue of lost opportunity and not taking advantage of the time that we have been given is one of the saddest issues we have to deal with...

Nothing will wake me from this slumber
I see the horizon the end of me
It's in a picture of the sea
It haunts me and draws me near
I know that one day I'll walk onto the pier
For now I play on the boardwalk
While time sits back waiting for its knock
So much to do I grow blind to the limit of time
And my life simply becomes a constant rhyme
Replicating duplicating patterning and in a rut
Roaming around playing games and putt putt
I pray for the day where I seek the goal
Look back at just how much time stole

teh sprekin

In the realm of language and reality, and social formalities of speaking and writing in forms that are distinguishable and also in relation to academia, what is acceptable? Even more what is capable of being understood. Harvard has performed studies in relation to word recognition and while the following rdows aym tno eb stidngihbsaleui there is a chance you might understand what those words are... through context... However the following wrdos are idened cpalbae of bineg udnotsreod because they have been tested over a broad range of English readers and for some reason when any word is written while remaining the first and last letters we can read over the word just as quickly as otherwise based on our memory and knowledge of the language... This obviously means that we cannot write in this way to early learners. Just as we cannot use words such as prestidigitation with 2nd graders... A form of speech has evolved out of the gaming arena which is both fun and addictive to involve oneself in... WOOT also seen as W00T We Owned the Other Team... pwn is teh own ... teh is an emphatic of the... allowing such evolution of language will add to the dynamic qualities of understanding such things as emphases.... exchanging numbers where fitting is also a very fun and common practice among the game/Leet aka 1337 speakers... a comparison of letters in my opinion should appear as follows...

A = 4 ///////G = 0 , 6 , 9 ///M = 3 ///////S = 5 /////Y = 4 , 7
a = 6 ///////g = 9 /////////m = 3 ///////s = 5 //////y = 4 , 7
B = 8 ///////H = 11 , 8 /////N = 2 , 8 /////T = 7 /////Z = 2
b = 6 ///////h = 8 , 4 ///////n = 2 ////////t = 7 //////z = 2
C = 0 , 6 ////I = 1 //////////O = 0 ///////U = 0
c = 0 , 6 /////i = 1 //////////o = 0 ////////u = 0
D = 0 ///////J = 1 , 5 ///////P = 2 , 4 , 9 ///V = 11
d = 0 ///////j = 1 , 5 ////////p = 2 , 4 , 9 ///v = 11
E = 3 ///////K = 8 /////////Q = 02 ///////W = 3
e = 9 ////////k = 8 /////////q = 9 ////////w = 3
F = 4 , 7 /////L = 1 /////////R = 12 ///////X = 8
f = 1 , 4 , 7 ///l = 1 //////////r = 2 /////////x = 8

Love 1.2

Sweet soft slow sway
what wondrous
how happy heart
falling from flying far
lifted load
incredible irreplaceable
peaceful part.

Higher Thought 1.0

Whether it be higher thought or lower thought maybe even crazy talk I will share a small bit of my thoughts on ... ontology and origin. Here is a thought I was sharing a couple of weeks ago. Where I find compassion for those who believe in an infinitely recurring universe that repeats itself over and over again. I am not actually holding to this position I just understand it a bit. Consider... God, then man... God always, man His creation only part of always... a small fragment of that which we call eternity. If man is here in this small and insignificant section of infinite what for... My thoughts lead me to two more areas. The spirits of man in Heaven once the earth and man has passed away... Either infinite amounts of time passes by and Man is forgotten and the wondrous acts of God pass away... Or memory is also infinite and the impact is just significant enough to impact the actions and significance of life as spirits living in communion and out of communion with and without God. These are the two of the possibilities which I have concluded. Pray tell any suggestions related to the paradigm I am working from.

Love 1.1

Words are very much inadequate for love, this is the reason I believe why God took actions to display His love for us. I do not believe that this is something that God was required to do. I believe it was a great action of love on His part to let us know just how close He is to us. Woe to those that summarize God as confined to the word of Love. God is Love, however we cannot say anything such as God is nothing more than a loving creator who sent His son to die for us to have fellowship with us for eternity. Nothing of the sort is true, not only are our understandings of such things limited in such an inadequate way God is a whole lot more than Love. God is more than words. Love is something more than words. These things that we experience in life that cannot be explained away or boxed up and prefabbed for mass prod. are wonderful and evidence of the grandness of even our own limitations as created beings. We however have incredible untapped resources and abilities which some come to understand and some do not. That is all for now. -DR JUMP

a little ration

Wondrous Wispiness with Whimsical Wallowing while Walking